15 months now.. I would have never expected any of this. I don’t think the first 15 months we’ve been through happened to any other two people, to be honest. It all definitely seems like bad timing, but what if it isn’t? What if this is just how it’s meant to go? All this patience we have to deal with, the external problems we both face, what if this is all meant to happen? Hopefully we get to talk within’ the next couple weeks.. Your birthday is coming up, so I hope you and your mom work something out by then..
I hope you’re doing well and that your dad is, if not already, healing from his diagnose. I can’t imagine what your family is going through right now. I don’t even know if you’re at the dorm or at home, to be honest. Wherever you’re at though, I just hope you’re okay and doing well. Hopefully you and your mom will work something out soon. I mean, it’s been almost a year since that happened.. She really needs to look passed that and see what you’ve done since then.
If I don’t see, much less talk to you by June, when I leave, then I honestly don’t even know anymore.. I’ll be gone for 5 months and then I could be going anywhere from then.. I need to know the outcome of our situation. I need to know what happens..
This has been a difficult 15 months for the both of us so far, but I really have faith in this, with you. I don’t know what it is, but something is telling me, making me feel, that in the end, all this that we’re going through and the moment we finally become face to face, will be worth it all. It’s all just a matter on timing.. Hopefully things play out well for us before June 3rd..
I used to make fun of plankton for being in a relationship with his computer but now look at me